And I know, this is foolish. I know he hasn't changed and that I am making the same mistakes I've made before but...
All I could think, after I saw you, was that he was the only person who knew how to keep me under control. And maybe he could help me find that control here.
It... turns out I didn't need him for that. I... found something on my own.
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He was there when I needed him.
Back in December.
It feels wrong to ignore him now.
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You could have come to me.
I needed you.
He should've been there for you on Pandora.
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I know.
And I know, this is foolish. I know he hasn't changed and that I am making the same mistakes I've made before but...
All I could think, after I saw you, was that he was the only person who knew how to keep me under control. And maybe he could help me find that control here.
It... turns out I didn't need him for that. I... found something on my own.
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It is... not important
Or. I hope it will not be.
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I have something too. A book. It belonged to the Pretty Lady. I read some but it doesn't make sense to me but it might for you.
DO you want it?
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I do not want to take away something of yours that was hers.
I know how much she means to you.
But. I would like to see it.
Maybe I can read and explain it to you?
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When will I see you?
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I'm not... sure.
Soon? Is that a good enough answer?
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